Thursday, July 26, 2012

I'm back. Well for now..

I'm suppose to be writing my 8-10 pg research paper. Instead? I'm writing in here with only two pages. The paper is relatively interesting. It's about justification. Don't know? ask or google it.

I hate writing. Aside from journaling I hate it. Instead? I stalked some people. Tomorrow I'm going to San Diego. Next week I'm a free woman. Next year I'm  going to be a nurse and in incredible debt. Eff.

I'm not held down, but I do feel that way. What holds us down? A lot of times it's ourselves isn't it? We let the past get the best of us that and fear. What's the difference between that person who's living life and you, who isn't? We can blame the job, the deadlines, the lack of funds, but those are all excuses. Unless you truly do have a family, why aren't we embracing it? Why am I not embracing it? Dah...