All things go

This month has been filled with a lot of emotions, and getting to form words about it has been direction-less hence the absence.

Not that I have any down today. But I realized that I am loosing count of days and what I have been doing and the events of my life that should be recorded, which was the purpose of this anyway.

But now that I am here, my mind has gone blank. This is bad.

Well I'll start off with today. I ran errands with my grandma and my uncle today. She made omurice and then we went to Walmart. On the way there, my grandma started rambling (I guess it's a sign of age) and she brought up things that I've been suppressing a lot. I wish I could do more for her. Yeah, I can do better; be better.

Tomorrow will be better. It'll get better; be better.

If the plane goes down, I'll remember

I can't believe it's half way through 2010.

This is an unexpected checkpoint.

6 months ago I moved and some of my things are still in boxes. There is also a pile of assortments that still need to be hung. This marks the year's anniversary of leaving the glories of college. And ultimately it means there's only another 6 months left before 2010 gets written in memory.

I can never forget the times we meet. It is something so fragile and raw. Thank you for reminding me again what it is all about; what I am all about. The grooves between your brows have gotten deeper and the once strong posture is beginning to diminish. I see that I'm running out of time. I am always running out of time.