Please

Help me not to lose sight nor focus. Is there a way my eyes can just get stuck on you, perhaps with superglue? Is there a way I could just not think about this at all?

I just can't believe it all..

I have a hard time accepting that this is where you want me to be and what you want for me at this time..

I.just.don't.get.it.

When does it get easier? How can I just bypass this time now..

You suck, and you suck too. You turned me into this horrible monster. I don't know who I am and I sure as heck don't know who you are. You didn't turn me into this, I did it to myself. I only have myself to blame. I don't recognize you and I don't recognize me any more. This isn't who I am. 

Please.