You seem to be fine, why aren't I?

I missed us today. I went to a wedding and the first since last summer with you and instead of being happy for the couple I was totally distracted. Why can't I move on like you've easily have? I'm so sorry I said no last time. 

But it's all talks of the past...

I am alone in my thoughts tonight. Just this post and me. 

You never truly know what a person is dealing with in that moment. You think you know. You think you have an estimate given the situation, the facial and verbal expressions, but really you have no idea...