I've been having rather odd, disturbing dreams lately... and my eyes hurt like they're bruised.
Some quick thoughts that I'll come back to later:
Today I wondered what the statistics are for single, unmarried people pass the age of 35. Hopefully I'll have an answer in the near future. I wonder how many people remain single (really unmarried) for the majority of their lives. When you sit in a large crowd (i.e. lecture, church, movie) I wonder if you can tell about how many people are currently in a relationship or single.
I realized that I have too much pride. Here I am, thinking that I'm pretty humble, selfless, take a moment in the day to reflect, able to appreciate simplicity, somewhat live in the moment, and yet I'm pretty stubborn.
I wonder if I cross your mind sometimes. I think about you time to time, randomly. I wonder how you're doing, and think about how the problems resolved. I imagine how you've moved on, and what new experiences and memories have occurred while I wasn't there. If only time stood still and we could have enjoyed ourselves more. If only things remained the same, you and I. It's not a passing thought. I don't just briefly remember a name to a face. I take that moment to wonder about these things and reminisce our past memories. I think about you time to time, wondering what it is you are doing now, without me. You're on my mind, I haven't forgot you, I wish you are doing the same.
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