Haha... honestly, I don't know why, but I feel good. Like really really good. I can't help smile, and I don't know where it's coming from and to say the least I really don't care for its origins. The fact is the now. No, things haven't changed, and maybe they have or they will take a turn for the worse, but right now in this moment I'm enjoying it. Is this the feeling of being high? I could only imagine so. I'm scared of how quickly this moment will fade, and how much longer I have until another bitter ranting post. I mustn't think of this, and just enjoy it. I hope that I can meet someone that can make me this happy. Although I can do it myself, it's such a rarity and who wouldn't want more of this?
I'm adding onto my list of things that make me happy
-clouds, not a cloudy day, but a day like today where it's clear blue skies filled with blankets of clouds and the sun setting, those kinds of clouds
-genuine: when someone goes out of their way and becomes selfless, they make a sacrifice for your sake, how completely flattering.
-being in the moment and forgetting: when someone or something has the power to make you forget about your worst situation or your bitterness and become absorbed in what you're doing right then
mm i was going to mention something about childhood beliefs but i'll leave that for next time
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