Can't be pleased

You couldn't understand what I meant. It wasn't that it would have been the same if you came down. No. For it was truly my perspective you were looking through, you would have seen that you don't have to feel guilty for coming down on my end. Still? You come down I feel bad because you're neglecting your family for work. I go up as a nice gesture because you come down so often, but I feel bad you have to take time away from your family for work. It's really a lose-lose situation here. Do you ever think about how unordinary this is? How much easier I could have it all? I don't think you do. Because if you did, I would have gotten more credit, which I don't. Well it is what it is, isn't it?