At a lost for words, and the funny thing is that it's okay.

I didn't know who to turn to on this matter and found myself here. I know the last entry was about words and how powerful they are, but I forget to mention that at times there are no words. There's no power because you're lost in the words you want to form. Sometimes you don't even know what words to form. That's me. I don't know what to say about it all. I can tell you the facts and what happened, but I can't form words around what I feel about it.

What little words I can form about is that I feel drained. I feel weak. I feel like I lost something. I did lose it. I know I can't go back. I'm conflicted.

Then the questions start to roll in. What have I gotten myself into? What can this possibly mean and lead to? How will I face it next? Will time allow it to be easier to adjust? and finally How do I feel about all of it?