Currently

Discomfort. it won't go away. Anxiety. i can't drown it out. Laughter. i can't contain it. Future. there is no control. Emotions. they just happen. Passion. it can't be ignored. Expectations. don't have any.

I don't like people coming in and leaving. They just come and teach you things and make you laugh and challenge you and create unforgettable memories and then they just one day just leave. Most of the time they leave and they don't come back. What a tease. Hmph.