crooked simplicity..sometimes

Yes, I ate something gooey and chocolatey and caloric with bananas and whip cream at midnight.. hey you've only got one life right?

satisfying your craving like spot one is definitely added to the list from the previous post

now that, that's done

school starts in 48 hours and I can't believe I've been jipped a month. But really, I'm kind of excited...honestly this summer has been a bore. Bumming around, eating out, meeting up, hanging loose, chowing down, driving around, cruisin' town really hasn't helped me nor the environment. Although I did sign up for a gym membership, but really haven't made full use of it. Oh and I'm unemployed.

I should have written out goals for the summer, they were in my head, but that really doesn't say much.

Something that crossed my mind recently (actually a lot of stuff have crossed my mind this summer) is that new years isn't really the only day that starts off a new year (or really the realization that a year has passed..) The end of school, beginning of school, deaths, graduations, promotions. Only the first two really have applied to me. Of course another reminder are annual celebrations such as birthdays.

With my birthday in less than a month, I realized that a year has passed and I've been thinking about the coming year. So I've been kind of reflective about my past year, and all in all a lot has happened. It's been a hard year, maybe the most difficult. More will come probably on a post closer to my actual birthday.

Besides that, as I was driving home (close to midnight, with music and the windows down--the weather was oddly nice tonight) I passed a fed-ex store, and I realized that it would be neat to be mail. Because the concept of mail is two ways. Someone sends something in which the other person is waiting to receive and probably pertains to something important, there's a message, there's a wait, and finally it makes its final destination--wherever that may be. Anyway, I love travel and thought that's another option..to be mail.

I thought about this because it's another possible answer to those questions about "if you could be anything what would you be?" there's probably a list in my head for that too, but being mail is an option, that's all I'm saying.